If you are one of those people who get freaked out at the thought of breast feeding in general (WTF are you doing reading my blog anyway) or don't like to depart from the happy, comfy, granola crunchy BS version of breast feeding where it never hurts or is awkward at all, read no further. If you are, like, my dad, or someone who doesn't want to read something that is specifically about my boobs, you should also stop here.
That should cover us. Its a little TMI, but I don't know of any honest breast feeding sources that don't crap hearts and rainbows and focus on anything other than the bondy happiness breast feeding is to vent my spleen here. As stated in my last post or two about breast feeding I think it is all those happy unicorn things, but it is more. So much more.
I have given up any hope or false belief I own my boobs. He took them. The ones I have now are not mine for all intents and purposes, nor are they the ones I had before. I fear that in giving my child all the valuable wonderful (crapping hearts and rainbows) goodness that breast milk undeniably gives him I have also forfeited any hope of having human boobs again.
I have Gumby boobs. At least Thing 2 thinks so. He seems to think he can simultaneously eat and do some kind of Linda-Blair-head-turning sort of thing.
At least they aren't green.
Oh, and the baby is learning that my shirt is some sort of barrier between him and that which he loves most dearly. Not me, just his food source.
So we can definitely add "my boobs" to the list of things my kids stole from me. File it right after "my dignity" and just before "my peace of mind."
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